LovingYouNeverEnds

2010-06-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

A post of year 2010 from me.

Half of 2010 has just flashed past.
Had not been blogging since i was busy with school and
also realised that no one will actually read my blog haha.

I just received my exam results.
I pass that horrendous paper!
thanks to mum and her prayers!
I was really scared that i got to retake that
dont-know-why-i-need-to-learn-sub!
I thank god for helping me scrap through it. =)
Although my cpa has not reached to what i desire,
i'm still thankful that i had cleared this semester.

I want to say that im indeed blessed with
having my family and baby with me.
They are my pillar of support.
I love you all!

Heard of alot of people going to get married recently.
Feel so happy for them.
May they always be loving forever! =)

tata

2009-12-30T11:34:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i blog.
Bestie fen ask me to update..so here it goes.
ps: fen, yours and lb 's mall xmas present still with me..
don't know when can give your haha..

My 1 month holiday break is ending soon.
which signifies that school is once starting again.
next semester is going to be a tough one.
2 maths. plus 4000 lvl module.
Just have to keep jia you-ING.

I know my family and baby has always been supportive of me.
Without their support, i dont think i will be able to go through it.
thank you everyone =)..

2009 is ending soon.
just 1 more day.
time just pass real fast.
2 big events happened.
My 21st and baby's 21st birthday.
had a very good celebration for both.
Especially baby's surprise birthday.
it went as i had planned.
Just happy to see baby happy.

I went to see Alvin and the Chipmunks 2
on xmas eve with baby, baby's brother,
jie and her bf.
The chipmunks and chippettes are so CUTE!
Nice show.

baby has been on a cooking spree haha..
cooking nice food.
He cooked for my family on xmas day.
superb yummy..=)
love you baby.

before i end,
i wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year.
Hope that 2010 will be a even better year for everyone.
Have a great time celebrating the end of 2009 and welcome 2010!
tata

2009-10-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

I had a great 21st on my birthday.
I sincerely thank everyone for making it possible.
Photos uploaded in facebook.
Took like a real long time to get it uploaded haha.

If i could, i would not want to go back to reality.
But reality just slap me everytime.
I guess uni is just one part of my life.
I will go thro' it and be done with it.
i guess i am scaring everyone that university life is horrendous
but indeed it is to me. It might not be for your. =)
With the support from my family, baby and friends i know
it wont be so tough, cause im not walking alone.
I will find back the rainbow i had lost =).

tata. looking forward to *************************************.

2009-10-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

Just before my birthday.
I received my results for one of my essays.
It totally demoralized me.

Where has the rainbow goes to?

I dont want to just keep going below average.
I dont want to think negatively.
I dont want to think im hopeless.
Push myself to finish it.
I need to!

before the clock ticks 12, i must be happy cause it my birthday =)

2009-10-04T20:03:00.004+08:00

This weekend has been attached with so called" surprising happenings".

Friday:
Went to the airport with baby to sent off a friend as he is going to England for his studies.
I guess the sad part was seeing his girlfriend trying to control her tears before he went in. Seeing that, just makes me teared too. I can understand how she felt. 9 months of not being able to see him, its not easy but i know they can make it through the 4 years =). Knowing that she knows he loves her makes me happy for two of them.

babe if you see this, remember you have many friends that care for you, like i said before, ch and me is just a phone call away.

Saturday:
Had a nice dinner at baby's grandparents' house before heading to our friend's 21st birthday party. it feels weird to be there at first since i did not know much people there but had xiu ting there to talk to. =). The night ended with baby being real busy taking good care of his friend.
it makes me feel very proud to be his gf, he cares for his friends so much. He dont mind doing the 'dirty work'. He is such a gem. Ok i shouldnt be promoting baby here but he's just so nicey. if i didnt have a bf, i will pull him to be my bestest friend forever but im happy that i have the extra privilege to be his one and only.

i didnt want to explain what happen that night. It is kept within that night.

october is a real busy month for me. Next weekend, will be my cousin's wedding. Im seriously grasping for more time.

im not smart at all thus i need to put in much more effort. I wish i was smarter.

i cant wait for one of the special days to happen. Not going to tell it here. will blog it maybe after that day.

2009-09-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

The truth is not surface seeing,
The truth lies deep down.

What you may see is not the truth,
but people will always paint the best picture
out of it.

2009-09-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

The month of October is coming.
It is the month that im so busy with.
Projects, test, birthday parties, weddings.
My own birthday celebration to prepare for too.

i seriously can feel the stress coming to me.
School projects just make me waste alot of time.
I have to crack my head on how to write my essays.
I just hope i have more creativity plus more ideas to write .

I wish for another holiday to come soon.
I cant handle! argh!

2009-09-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

i feel that my one week break
Will soon pass me by
Without me doing anything productive

Can i have another week?
Dreaming on.....

2009-09-21T13:37:00.002+08:00

The 1 week break is finally here.
Need to charge up and catch up.
Lots of things to be done.
Birthday celebration is 1 month time roughly.
Just hope everything turns out smoothly.

oOh yeah..Super piss with the goldkist resort management.
I have to pay an additional $50(the so called ADMIN fee for them)
for outside catering and not only that,
the caterer can only bring in 2 tables.
The additional tables i have to pay. WTH!
If they find any outside tables or chairs, they will fine you.
Chair -$10 fine. Table - $30 fine.
No wonder nobody wants to book that.
If not for the last minute booking, i SERIOUSLY will not choose your.
Argh, i so gonna complain after that!

Everything i do. I do it for you.

tata

2009-09-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel very stress.
SO doom.
Pls help me God!..
I can hardly breathe.

2009-09-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

Birthday coming in about 1 month time.
Trying to book a chalet.
Since my birthday falls on a weekends, i will be putting the celebration on the actual day.
But weekends spells that most of the chalet are fully booked.
Trying to get a chalet still.
Once i get it, i will inform you all about it =)

birthday party

2009-08-24T22:36:00.001+08:00

School has started for 2 weeks.
Week 3 is commencing tomorrow.
Lots of reading to do this semester.
Project Deadlines are popping out.
We are supposed to submit assignments in week 4
i.e. next week.
Time is moving too fast. Wait for me!

Anyway on a happier note.
I should be celebrating my 21st birthday either on the
actual day which is 24 oct or 1 week earlier.
It will fall on a saturday.
Do let me know if your can make it =)

tata.

2009-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

Im upset!
Over my tutorial slots.
I did not get the desire slots again!
Initially wanted mon and tue to be free,
but because i cant get the slot for cs3251,
i might have to go sch on tue.
because of me kal will have to change for that.
argh! why like that.
Sorry kal. guess my luck is always SO bad.

2009-07-29T11:35:00.001+08:00

Before school has even started,
I have to worry about securing the modules first.
Bidding for modules has started this week.
Not really successful for the first round.
Did not get CS2301- Business and Technical Communications
I bidded 250 points for it, but winning bid was 400 points.
Kinda crazy for a comm skills subject. lol.

University has not been smooth-sailing for me.
Ever since getting the horrendous term test results,
i have been demoralized.
Not really putting the effort like i do in poly,
is not i do not want to but sometimes the difficulty of it kills.
But i know i cant give up, i want to graduate at least.
Gambatek!

School starting in about 1 more week.
I have to enjoy the remaining holidays before
the stressful-NESS comes.
Be P-O-S-I-T-I-V-E. Be S-T-R-O-N-G.

Meeting my besties next week. =)
Cant wait to see your girls.

2009-07-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

About 1 month before schools starts.

I feel that i am getting fatter.
I feel that my brain is deteriorating.
I feel that i am getting lazier.

Just slacking at home means
all of the above
is true.

My lifestyle should have a change.

Weekends approaching tmr, Hooray!

2009-06-23T21:42:00.001+08:00

Upset!
Baby cant book out till Sunday morning.
He is so so so unlucky. Got duty to do.
Sob. i miss baby lots.
I wish the days can pass faster.

2009-06-22T12:51:00.002+08:00

Life is just so ever-changing.
Enjoy life.
Enjoy love.
Enjoy being yourself.

In just about four months,
I am going to be 21 years old.
Oh mine so old already.
Still dont have plans for the future.
What am i going to become?

I have not decided whether i should
kick up a celebration for my 21st.
Clashes with school.
Shall inform you guys if i do have one.

I have a lot of thoughts in my head,
but cant say it in words.

ps: baby jia you!!!! cant wait for your book out.

5 days outing

2009-05-12T17:19:00.024+08:00

I changed my blogskin. =)
Trying to do something to pass time.

Like i said that i had spent
4 days with baby.
Below is what we did =)

7 May o9- 1st day
Our 5th year anniversary. =)
I just want to grow old with him.
Wishing our relationship will always be
sweet and loving.

We went to Sentosa to celebrate this day.
First up, is the Underwater World.

The underwater world seems to shrink. Its like
so small. Or is it because i have not been
there for like 10 years? Baby and I went around
in the travellor for like three times. Quite giddy
we felt since its going in circle and the glass is concave.
I manage to touch the stingray at the display area.
Its so slimy and smooth.
Grab a bite before going on to the next destination.
The food at Sentosa is expensive as usual.
Cheese HotDog Bread + Fries + Ice lemon tea = $7.50

Next up, is the Dolphin Lagoon.

I like dolphins.
They are so cute, friendly and real smart.
Baby managed to take videos of them. =)
Sorry didnt manage to upload it here.

After that, we went for a walk at the Palawan Beach
near the Dolphin Lagoon.

We rested a while before thinking of the next destination.
I saw the skyride and wanted to have a ride on it.
So next stop, Skyride.
Didnt try it with the Lugeride, maybe next time will try it.

Its hot and sunny out there. If the ride is faster,
it will be more fun. But being with baby , is all i can
ask for.

We decided to go to the Fort Siloso
for our last stop. With learning of Singapore Studies
this semester, it makes me interested in seeing the
colonial past and war years.
We took the tram ride to went there.
Pictures taken while waiting for the tram.

In the tram.

At Fort Siloso.

Baby and I spent like almost 2 hours plus at there.
We enjoy ourselves. Its interesting seeing all the battle
and war stuffs though we perspire alot at there.
The weather real hot. I still remember there is a place
where it is extremely dark. I hold on to baby real tight. haha.

As you can see, i didnt post much pictures.
My camera went flat when we were in Fort Siloso.
I should have re-charge it.
So most of the photos are in baby's handphone.

To end off our day, we went back to Vivocity
for dinner.
We ate Thai Express.
The Green Curry i ate was freaking hot. lol.
Photos are also in baby's camera.

8 May 09 - 2nd Day
Baby wanted to have a picnic at
East Coast Park. But it was raining
in the morning. Cancel the plan
while i and baby slept till noon =).
Baby had a medical review in the late noon.
So we went to the Jurong and his car gave trouble
when we are going to reach.
Had his car towed away after his medical review.
Luckily we manage to reach there first.
We went fishing in the night instead.
Didn't stay for too long since baby's car
seems crazy that day haha.

9 May 09 - 3rd Day
Went for a swim with baby and his army friend.
So many guys in the pool. Felt uneasy swimming.
Somemore that day is public holiday, so the pool
is packed with people. Managed to swim after all.
My legs was so weak when i came out of the pool.
Guess its been long since i swam.
Ate lunch at baby's house and we went to Illuma
in the late evening to see the new Shopping mall.
Nothing much though. We ate Manhanttan fish market.
We order the Sea platter for two. Its quite delicious.
We shopped around and took the bus home.
On the way, the bus couldnt close the back doors.
So we all have to get down the bus and wait for another bus.
We all got a free ride though for that day =).

10 May 09- 4th Day

Wasnt planning to meet baby that day.
But he left his army card and key with me.
So i went down to his house to give him.
He bought dinner for me and i ate and
time was up and he had to go back to camp.
Though i could only see him for less than 30 mins,
it was worth it. I miss you baby.

That's all for my four days with baby. Had an enjoyable and memorable time with him especially on our anni day. Want more years to come celebrating it with you darling! I guess i miss baby so much that i kept dreaming of him.
Let my dreams of us continue tonight.

tata.

2009-05-11T12:48:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over!
Shall not talk about the results yet
since its not out.

For the past 4 days,
spent it with my dearest baby.
Had so much time and fun with him.
Guess time always just slip past.

*Tnks baby for being the love of my life =)
I miss you lots!*

Job hunting will soon begin.
Hope can get a job soon.

i had a strange dream last night.
tata.

2009-04-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

Exams are approaching again.
Less than 10 days.
I need to be strong.
Give me the strength.
Give me the wisdom.
Give me the hardworking-ness.
Give me all that i need God.

2009-04-08T19:59:00.003+08:00

As requested by Ms Peiwen for my updates:

Update Update Update!
lol.

Been real busy in school lately.
Late nights in NUS COM1.
SO tired.
Really draining all my energy!
I just wish i can finish
CS2106 last lab asap and
Accounting Project.

Exams are coming in 2 weeks time.
Got to start preparing before
i flunk like real bad.
Planning time.

Baby is off to brunei for 3 weeks.
Will be back after my third paper.
Not quite a good timing since it is
my exam period when he is back.
But at least i left two more papers
when he arrives in Spore.

I need a good sleep now.
I am so tired.
ZzzzZzzzz...

2009-03-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

Living in my own world.
I cant fit in.
Its tiring.

2009-03-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

I am so tired.
Just finish all the mid-term tests.
Projects Deadline nearing soon.
I need a break!

2009-02-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Oh mine im getting excited.
in less than 3 hours time,
i will be counting down to 2 days more only.
I miss baby.
I hope he will enjoy himself on
this last few days in taiwan.

Plan for that day is
to go have breakfast with my family
and pick baby up from the airport.

For now, i just want to finish
the work that i have.
English essay seems to be the one
im stuck with.
i just dont have the idea how to start.
i must finish it soon.

Congrats to my sis for finishing her last exam in poly.
Hooray!!!!
So happy for her =)

tata

2009-02-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

4 more days! :)

yesterday went to von 21st.
poor von feeling so stress up.
entertaining friends and relatives.
fetching them up and down
bring food for us.
thanks von :)
have a great 21st babe!

i want to be MYSELF.
The self that i wish i was.

Is it good to think for others
rather than yourself?

baby called ytd when i was at von's birthday.
:) chatted for a while.
They will be enjoying themselves soon.(RNR)
The last four days before they are back.
Counting down 4 3 2 1.

tata

2009-02-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

i kinda excited.
6 more days before baby comes back.
From 21 to 6 days :)
Though 6 days is still alot but at least
the days are nearing to the arrival of 26 feb.

Didnt get much time to talk to baby.
I miss him.
I had dreamt of baby the last two nights.
Guess its because i deprived of the
"not enough syndrome" of him.
I seriously am waiting for the day at the airport.

Oh yeah.
My 1 week break is here :)
But of course there are lots of work like usual.
Von's 21st birthday tmr :)
Tmr will be a play day for me. YES!

Random:
If you find that special someone,
Never let go.
Cause that person might never return again.
You seldom will hear of stories that someone
would wait for that special someone regardless of what.
So what's love actually.
Is it just a feeling?

tata

2009-02-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

i miss baby totally.
Heard his voice like for 5 secs tdy.
I was in accounting lect when he called.
He's going out-field.
Wont be hearing his voice tonight again.
2 days of missing his voice.
Call me soon baby.
I am like getting love sick soon.

SS essay test tomorrow.
Got to go study.
tata

2009-02-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

Life's indeed short.
My sister's friend bf passed away.
It just so sudden.
I feel so sad for her.
You could feel their love in the photos taken.
Oh mine. Why does life have to torture people?

I just wish is that she can get over it soon.
I know its going to be very hard.
God pls watch over her.
Help her get through this tough times.

I just want baby back safely.
Missing him.
Valentine's day just tomorrow.
Going to stay at home to avoid couples out there!
Just kidding.
Lots of work to be done.

Baby just called me.
So happy!
*smiling*
muacks baby. sleep tight.

tata

2009-02-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

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I miss you baby.
Listening love songs on Class 95
Do make me miss you even more.

Somehow i wish i can skip next week.
Next week its going to be "torturing"
With SS essay test on wed
, English essay to be submitted on thur
and English presentation on thur.
Its going to kill me.
But after the stressful next week, it will be break week.
And it means baby is coming back soon.
Should i wish it past by faster or
Should i wish next week never comes?
Contradicting argh!

2009-02-09T22:41:00.003+08:00

I wish i have someone to talk to now!
Baby will i be receiving your call tonight?
I wish i can hear your voice to calm me down.

2009-02-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

Baby called me today afternoon.
Did not know till the end of my lesson.sob.
Today is the 15th of the CNY.
Went out to eat with my family.
Poor baby stuck in taiwan.
More love from me to you baby k.
muackies.

17 more days before bf back.
Cant wait to see him.

BabyBoy:
Pls take good care of yourself.
Eat and sleep well k.
Always not enough sleep.
Wake up so early.
Poor thing.
Just hope tt the RNR
you will enjoy yourself.
muackies. hugs darling.

tata

2009-02-06T23:02:00.003+08:00

Baby flew off to taiwan early in the morning.
21 days before he is back.
It feels weird not being able to call him
when i want to.
He called me while i was teaching tuition.
Cant talk much then.

Its very cold in taiwan.
Hope he takes good care of himself.
Oh valentine will be a lonely one for me. lol.
Anyway couples out there especially my friends.
Enjoy your valentines k :)

tata

2009-02-02T22:44:00.003+08:00

Feeling very tired right now.
Guess its sleep time.
Really don't have the energy after lessons.
I guess i need something to increase my energy level.
Recommendations?

2009-01-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year approaching.
Wishing everyone Gong Xi Fa Cai!
May this year be a better year for all.

Updates from school.
I didnt get the same econs class as peiwen.
But at least i got the class at COM sch.
It just after peiwen's econ class on friday.
but i have to rush to my Singapore studies class
every fornightly.
Got to train to get there asap lol.

Lots of things to be done for school though.
Started english classes this week.
My english teacher is not bad.
Is peiwen's teacher last semester.
and he can remember my name already.
So fast. Guess he will be calling me when
he gets no participation from the class. lol.
I do dread to go to english class but the
weird thing is i enjoy it when i get to class.

Once chinese new year over,
means baby is going taiwan soon.
3 weeks of missing him.
Good news is that next wednesday
he will be taking leave to pei me :)

I cant wait to see him tomorrow.
I want to catch the movie 'Love Matters'.
Dad and mum caught it.
They say its not bad.
I guess it will be damm funny.
Must enjoy the 2 days of holidays
before the reality of school work comes back.

I feel that im not living my life fully.
What do i want in life?
What would i be in the near future.
Random.

tata

2009-01-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

Back in school.

Got all my tutorials with peiwen
except my econs.
Pls pray for me that i can successfully
do swapping to peiwen's class tomorrow.
I dont want to go engine school. sob!

School still alright for the first week.
Lots of stuff to do this week though.
CNY coming soon.
Looking forward to seeing baby this friday.
Not much time left to spend with him.
I want more time with baby. :)

tata

2009-01-12T12:49:00.004+08:00

School's starting tomorrow.
1 month of holidays just
zoom past me again.
Fear inside me of having
to study again.

Taking 6 modules this semester
compared to 4 modules last semester.
Sad to say,
my timetable is without any rest day(s).

Have to be much more hardworking
for this semester.
Have to do the readings, do the tutorials,
do the many things i am supposed to do.

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Last friday,
I went to help to be in swee zhi's jie mei team.
She looks wonderful.
Tiring it was to follow them in the morning
and at night went for the wedding dinner.
Just want to wish them to have a blissful marriage.

I miss baby.
His company i had during the holidays.
Baby leaving for taiwan soon.
Gonna miss him even more.
I want to watch Love Matters the movie with him
which will be out next thursday.

Daddy is going to have
his leg operation tomorrow.
God please let the operation to
be successful.

tata

2009-01-08T12:37:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday
Lay Beng
Heading into adult life:)
Seems like we are all getting older.
Enjoy your sweet day babe!

2009-01-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009!
A new year has just begun.
I just wish 2009 would be a year fill with love, happiness for
everyone.
Thank you everyone that has play a part in my life in 2008 :)

Baby i missing you.
If only you dont have to book in.
I want you by my side.
Missing you.

School starting in about a week's time.
I wish everything goes smoothly.
Baby remembered what you promise okay?
:)

tata

2008-12-28T21:36:00.005+08:00

Xmas updates!

Went to church with family and baby

on xmas eve.

After that, i went to watch the movie

YES man with baby

Hilarious movie.

Baby kept laughing :)

Xmas Day:.

Baby came for xmas lunch

Didnt went out

Baby was down with a terrible flu

Poor thing.

Glad he was alrite the next day.

Celebration for mum's birthday:.

Went rochor to eat

But didnt found what we wanted

to eat initially.

Next up, was going to Cathay

to drink coffee at Gloria Jeans

Orchard is just so happening at night

With the loud music and tons of people

The music makes you just want you to get

on your feet and dance.
woo la la.

End of the year approaches again
Just 1 more day before 2008 ends.
A year where a lot of things happened
to the world.
Let's just hope 2009 will be a better year
though we are having economic crisis.

I changed my blog song.
I love this song.
My baby introduce to me
Baby go find out the chords
I want to hear you sing this :)

Love to be loved by you- By Marc Terenzi

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

2008-12-23T09:50:00.002+08:00

Results Day

Should i be happy or upset?
But i still thank God
for helping me cleared all subjects.

As i expected.
Everyone did very well.
At least better than me.

Failure.
No more smiles on results.
I still have like 6 semesters to go.
I have to get over it.
Move on alyssia.

2008-12-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jie!!!!

Its your day :)

May all your wishes come true.

2008-12-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

I am finally back!
After two long weeks.
EXAMS are finally over!
The long awaiting day i was looking forward to.

Its been torturous during
the past two weeks.
I wish it will never come back
to me again.
Breakdown plus stressful period.
University is really super duper tough
I really wish i can clear all my subjects.
I really got to pray real hard this time.
I am scared to get back my results.

But since results wont be out soon,
i guess i should enjoy my holidays first
before the hell of next semester starts.

On a happier note,
went out with the girls (Peiwen, Joanne & Yvonne)
after the last paper today,
Went to vivo
Ate sushi tei
Watched the movie "Four Christmases"
and Chatted at Pacific Coffee.
It always feels great chatting with you babes!
See your very soon okay!

Got to catch up with all my best buddies
this holiday.
Cant wait!

Miss baby!
Didnt see him for
almost two weeks already.
Will be in his arms on Sat :)

tata. Going to enjoy my night :)

2008-11-16T13:03:00.001+08:00

Baby is finally back!
After 10 days in the jungle.
So happy to see him :)

Time spend with him
will never be enough.
Next two weeks will be
mugging for my exams.
Wont be able to
accompany him.

Just waiting for after
the EXAMS.

While i was out with baby on Sat,
I heard Xmas songs.
Christmas is coming soon!
I just want to be able to celebrate
a wonderful one with my family and baby.

EXAM Season is here!
Got to start mugging.
I have lots to study
And
Time is Running Out!

tata

2008-11-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

Baby i am missing you.
Its the 7th day of your field camp.
Have you read the letter i wrote?
Hopefully they have given to you.
Did it make you smile?

I cant wait for you to be back.
I want to watch Sing to The Dawn with you.
I want to have a great lunch/dinner with you.
I want to hear all the stories about the jungle.
I want to know whether you had the time to miss me :)
I want to hug you.
I just want to be with you.

3 more days before my test.
I cant seem to remember anything.
There's just lots of information to be
kept in my memory.
Why not open book :)

tata Nitez

2008-11-09T18:28:00.002+08:00

Day 6 of Baby field's camp.
Wonder how he is doing?
Missing him.
Wishing he was at my side.

End of term test for information systems on thurday
Worried about it.
Scared i would get bad results like my networking.
I have to jia you!
The video screening will be after the test.

After my test is over, means baby will be back soon :)
At the same time, i wish that time pass faster but
I haven complete studying for Thursday test.
Clock ticking fast.
Exams are approaching
Feeling the exams heat.

Next week its a short week
since most of the lessons are completed
2 days off.
Will be spend studying for the test.
Wish me luck!

tata

2008-11-05T16:19:00.003+08:00

I am nervous about tomorrow
Heard from xian kun.. peiwen's friend that
tomorrow during lecture they will show the bad and good
videos for the assignment.
I am scared that my group is in the bad one.
Its so embarrassing to show the videos with our faces in.
Oh mine. Pray hard!

I just want tomorrow to be over quick.

Just 1 day has passed from baby's field camp.
9 days to go.
I miss baby :)

tata

Happy birthday baby!

2008-11-04T19:18:00.003+08:00

Its baby birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby!

Baby's birthday is on the first day of his field camp.
Poor thing.
I am missing him lots!
I manage to wish him happy birthday
and sang him a birthday song
when he called in the midnight. :)

To baby:
Baby u finally reach the twenties
Just like me now :)
You made my life complete
with you around.
I miss you.
I cant wait for you to be back!
Waiting for you sweetheart.

10 days!
Its going to be more missing of bf.

I'm worried for my networking project evaluation.
I just wish the teacher would be very lenient now.
Will update your about how is it on Thursday.

Exams coming soon!
Work hard alyssia!

tata

After projects

2008-11-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since i updated.
Assignments' week last week.
Torturing it has been.
Made me break down.

Two assignments submission.
Web-based was okae though
it still deprived me of my sleep.
Networking was a nightmare and a killer.
Doing it nearly killed me
I felt like dying.
It was really beyond my capabilities.
The first time i didn't complete the basic
requirements of a project

I slept like 3 or 4 or 6 am in the morning
everyday last week.
Imagine stress plus not enough sleep.
It was painful.
It is finally over!

I just wish for maybe a 6/10 for my assignment
Hopefully the teacher is lenient.
**Prays hard**
This mark is supposed to help me pull up
my ugly marks that i got for my mid-term test
A F9!
I just wish for a miracle!

Today's web-based projects evaluation
was quite good.
Its the students that are evaluating us.
They are nice.
Hope they give us nice marks too :)

Because of the projects
I didn't have time to
accompany baby.
I feel bad.
He came to my house last Saturday
but i was busy doing project
Didn't have much time to talk to him.
Miss him lots.
He is going for his 10-days field camp
starting from tomorrow.
I wont be able to see him this weekend.

*Baby we will go out next weekend and enjoy ourselves okae? I miss you lots. Pls take care.
Hugs n kisses**

Its time for me to start studying
for my exams and test.
I have to pass.
I don't want to repeat subjects.

I feel tired.
My eyes are closing.

tata

2008-10-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

I am officially 20 years and 1 day old.
There are like a lot of people that i know
with the same birthday has me :)
I receive birthday wishes from people that
i didnt expected.

Went to eat steamboat in the evening.
Wasnt that great.
Expensive and not a lot of variety.
Appetite was quite bad.

Daddy found a BlackBerry handphone while shopping.
We kept trying to find around whether anyone
has lost it.
but seems no one is searching for it near the area.
we waited for quite long.
We decided to go home and wait for the person to call.
We try to find the home phone to call but it went to the owner's
mail box.
Daddy didn't want to put it at the customer service since
there might be a chance they will not return to the owner.
So we drove home.
Along the way, the hp rang like finally.
It was not the owner.
I think it was his friend or family member.
So i asked him to contact the owner.
The owner called back and we drove back
and dad return to him.
Of course dad check his identity before
returning the phone.
The owner was a happy and grateful man.
Yay! we done a good deed on my birthday!
So happening.
Because of this we went home late.
But it felt great though :)

Cut my birthday cake
when we reach home.
Had fun taking photos
with my family.

Baby called while i was shopping
Had my birthday song sang by him
So cute la him :)

Just wish my birthday wishes would come true!

tata

2008-10-24T16:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Yes today marks the start of my twenties.
Oops im getting older.
Thanks for all the birthday wishes that
i had received.
Really appreciate it.
It makes my day!

I miss my babyboy on my birthday lots.
Waiting to hear his voice at night.
Call me soon boyfriend.
Waiting for your birthday song :)

tata.

2008-10-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

Today's my darling's brother birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG TAT!!

2008-10-21T17:08:00.005+08:00

Rainy days ahead.
Been raining lately.
Is my mood going to be like the weather?
The test results still affects me
though is lesser than yesterday.
I am worried that i cant pass that module.
I blame myself cause i know if i had put in more effort
in that subject i would have pass.
emo-ing.
No use thinking.
I will try my best to do well for the assignment and exam.

Okay enough for the emo-ing mood.
I just hope to finish the 2 assignments soon
and focus on my studies.

Went to watch the movie Nights on Rodanthe
with darling last sunday.
Its a love movie.
I didn't know the ending
will end the way it did.
I had cramps that day.
Poor baby had to take
care of me. Lying on his arms
feels good. Nearly slept in the
beginning of the movie.
Miss baby! I just wish dec holidays
will come soon so i can be with him
MORE!.

Feeling tired easily lately.
Must Gambatek for my assignments!

Thank you mummy for your encouragement! love you! (though you wont see this)
Also want to thank young heng(elaine) for her encouragement too! :) tnks babe

3 more days and Im going to hit the starting of my twenties.
I am seriously getting older . sobz

tata

2008-10-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

Today is yet a sad but happy day for me.

Let's start with the sad news first.
I fail my networking test badly.
Converted grade F9
I knew i would fail.
Reality sucks but i got to face with it.
A high chance of getting a C grade in university.
Was very sad in the beginning.
Scared peiwen and joanne. lol.
Was very upset that i kept quiet during the bus journey.
Sorry girls :)

The girls helped to celebrate my birthday in advance.
Went to soup restaurant at Orchard for dinner today.
The food there is not bad but very expensive i would say.
Ms Chen Peiwen was like trying very hard to pretend that the paper bag
she was holding was for her cousin.
but too many loop holes and i could guess it was for me :)
Didnt want to spoil their surprise so kept quiet.
But they were quite good in lying to me last last friday
when they went to buy my present.
Joanne said that she was meeting her boyfriend and
Peiwen said she meeting her friend.
I really didnt know that they went out together to get my present.
Like i told them usually i am very observant and sensitive.
But that day i knew nuts about anything lol.
They are good at lying (in a good way) :)
They say maybe i was thinking of boyfriend thats why never noticed lol.
Anyway thanks girls for the early birthday celebration.

Oh they bought me a guess wallet
Its from Ms Chen Peiwen, Ms Joanne Hu, Ms Yvonne
Thanks Babes!

tata. BedTime.

2008-10-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call baby.
Missing you!

Lots of things to be done
Have to start on my assignment soon.
Lazy bug go away!
Time please multiply!

tata

2008-10-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

Feeling tired.
Just came back from teaching tuition.
I am suppose to start analyzing my project.

Maths quiz was alright.
As usual mistakes here and there.
But at least i knew how to do.
My hard work of practicing did paid off.
But as i wish it was the last quiz, it was not.
Another quiz is coming soon!!
i somehow dread it.

Getting some rest before i start on my battle.

tata

2008-10-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

Finally done all the preparation needed for quiz tomorrow.
Hopefully tmr quiz will be a better one for me.
Pray hard!

Off to hearing love songs from Class 95.

**Jia you darling!!! 2 more days to go!**

tata

2008-10-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Last maths quiz on thursday.
Got to do my best!
Hope i am able to do the question.

Miss u baby!!!!!
Cant wait to see you on saturday
muackies

2008-10-10T22:01:00.001+08:00

Feeling sleepy and tired.
At baby's house now.
Waiting for him to be home.
He's stuck in camp.
Why they like to waste people's time?

Zzzzzz....

tata

thanks

2008-10-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

Maths quiz is over. Did not do that well.
Could not solve the trigo prove identity question.
As for the sequence question i made a mistake.
Its over.

But i wanna say a BIG thanks to Ms Chen Peiwen.
She was so patient to answer all my doubts and queries.
She even taught how to do today trigo question
Thanks babe. I am lucky that i have a buddy like you in school
I have someone to count on when i am in need :)

Another thanks to Mr Tan Kar Ann for doing a fantastic job of the 2250 video editing.
lol although i know he wont be seeing this.
I finally handed up my CS2250 video today!
smiles.happy.

Tomorrow finally friday!
Yay!
Didnt get to talk to baby this few nights.
I guess he is getting busier as each day pass.
Jia you darling!

2 more projects to go!
i just hope it will be finish asap
before i start my exam battles.

tata

tiring

2008-10-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

Maths Quiz on this coming thursday!
Feeling stress about it.

Next thur, there is another maths quiz. Its killing me! all the topics are my weakest.

1 networking assignment is due in 2 weeks from now (assignment nt out yet)
1 web-based assignment is due in 3 weeks from now

Will i be able to survive through this semester. Only god knows.

My gums are very swollen due to my wisdom tooth again. I feel the aching pain of my mouth. I dont like the feeling. Pain pls go away!

Good news! baby booking out on this friday. Miss him lots.
Destressing of me will be his job :)

*Baby jia you! Friday is going to be here very soon! take care darling!*

tata

2008-10-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

Motivati0nal Quotes:

"The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once." -Albert Einstein

"When you can't have what you want, it's time to start wanting what you have." -Kathleen A. Sutton

"Everything that is happening at this moment is a result of the choices you've made in the past." -Deepak Chopra

"Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently." -Henry Ford (1863-1947)

"Find something you love to do and you'll never have to work a day in your life." - Harvey Mackay

I want my December holidays to come soon. I want to enjoy life.
I keep having headaches at the end of the day. Is it too much stress or what?

This week i just want my CS225o video to be submitted successfully and my maths quiz on thur to go well.

My eyes are closing soon again.

tata

Disappointed

2008-10-04T18:48:00.004+08:00

Mood: Disappointed

My nightmare indeed came true.

I flunked it. All the notes i have written was like put to waste. The questions were very application-based. 2 questions were roughly from the tutorial but i did not know how to do. I didnt have full tuition answers to study from.

This paper will be the first paper i failed in NUS. I am very disappointed in myself.

1 hour paper but it torture me for 6 days. Had like 3 days of sleepless night.

Stress = frequent headaches.

I am glad that baby's tests were alright :).

Tomorrow is OCS Open house. I can see baby again :)

2008-10-04T07:24:00.001+08:00

"My nightmare" is starting in less than 6 hours.
Wish me luck!

baby has 3 tests today. Wish him luck too! Jia you!!

will update when i am back

tata

2008-10-03T00:15:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dearest Daddy!!! I love you
*muackies*

mugging again

2008-10-02T20:17:00.003+08:00

Baby if you are reading my blog:

Times may get hard at OCS. I know it will be. Training will get more and more tedious. I will be supporting you baby! jia you!!!! *Hugs*
PS: make sure your board has lots of photo of ME!

I should be mugging for my networking test on saturday but i just cant seem to keep still. I feel like a child with hyperactive syndrome.

Constant reminder to myself: i am now in university not in poly anymore. I cant afford to procrastinate.

Off to studying again :)

Tata.

Mugging

2008-10-02T01:26:00.003+08:00

Its like 1.25 am. Just finished writing notes for my test on saturday.
Im tired. My hands are tired.

I am left with 2 days to study. Will i be able to make it?
I will be skipping one of the lectures tomorrow to come back home to mug for the test.

Initially wanted to skipped school on friday instead, but my "wonderful" teacher decided to demo the assignment during lecture so it makes me no choice but to go. I cant risk my assignment. Got to rush back on friday to finish studying.

On a happier note:

Friday is my daddy's birthday :). Have to spent some time celebrating with my family despite having test the next day. Its daddy's day so i guess the time is worth it :)

Baby booked out on tueday's night. Rushed to his house after his phone call. Was so happy to see him. Only had that night to be with him. Spent the whole day at home today mugging. As usual time was not fully spent on mugging, even though i should be doing that. Slacking is just a had-to i guess :).

Baby and I didnt had dinner so we went to jalan kayu to eat. Went to eat spizza. The pizza is not bad there. Its tasty and light. Had baby came out to my house to spent some time with each other. Had a great chat and i wished the time would just stop ticking. I just miss him.

Good news is that i will be able to see him this coming sun. Its their OCS open house. Going with his family to look around his camp. I cant wait for sun to come.

3 more days before i can see you boyfriend. Jia You! Gambatek!

tata. Time to get some sleep.

Project kills

2008-09-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

Project kills...
Slept at 3 am in the morning yesterday.
Was rushing to finish my networking assignment due on Monday.

Didnt teach tuition yesterday. Cancel at the last minute. Didnt had time to do so.

I haven start mugging on my next sat test. Wish me luck !

I cant wait to see baby soon.

ps: I wanna to thank my brother :). Thanks kor.

Sometimes people just take things for granted.
Sometimes i feel i am taken for granted.

tata

2008-09-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

I am waiting for baby's call.

I MISS HIM!

Call me soon boyfriend.

3rd day of OCS

2008-09-24T23:13:00.005+08:00

Its the 3rd day of OCS for baby. Miss him much.

Raining cats and dogs today. The wind was extremely strong. Shivering at the bus-stop. Wish baby was there to hug me.

Today went back to school to do filming for one of my assignments. It was fun and embarrassing at the same time. Acting. lol. They keep making fun of me. I keep saying at the end "can your cut..."

I finally went swimming today. It feels so weird swimming the first lap. I feel like i am swimming in the big sea at that moment. About 7 years since i swam. It feel good to be able to swim again. :). The feeling of exercising makes me feel real good. I guess i should exercise more.

Argh! networking assignment not even half-way done. Stress level is still there. I wish i can finish it by tomorrow. Still have to study for the networking mid-term test next week. I wish my brains can work faster. I need it too. **Prays**

Its going to be midnight soon. I have to rush to find research for my project. Feeling sleepy but i guess i have to bear with it.

Have your ever wonder what are people's first impression of you? I am curious to know it. Good or bad?

tata

OCS

2008-09-21T13:05:00.004+08:00

Baby got his posting on friday.

OCS. 3 weeks of confinement for him.

I miss him.

Just want everything to go smoothly for him.

**Boyfriend i definitely gonna miss you for the many days i cant see you. take good care of yourself. Waiting for you to book out. Loves.**

Holidays has just started for me. Just 1 week. But it does not seem like a holiday like usual. Lots of things to complete.

Have 1 assignment to hand in on the Monday when school reopens. Doom!. Haven even started. Its not an easy one too. I just hope i suddenly have the idea and brains to work on it. Pray hard that i will finish it asap.

Got filming to do on next Wednesday for another project. I want to complete it on that day so one project will be down. Most of my friends have already completed it. **Prays**

Oh yeah and the boy that i am teaching can be driving me up the wall sometimes. Last sunday he keep asking me to go home. If i can, i would kay. lol. He writes a bit and complains this and that. I just want to teach for the 1 hour and my job is done. Make my life easy will you :) This week didnt teach him since i wasnt feeling too well. Was down with very bad flu.

I wish decemeber holidays will come fast in a way.But baby will be in camp. Hopefully not confinement every week so i can meet him on weekends :)

tata

2008-09-07T23:15:00.001+08:00

I am under lots of stress. University life is NOT FUN at all.

Baby is very ill. Think he caught some virus.
So worry for him. God please make him well soon.

back to tekong

2008-08-31T16:31:00.009+08:00

Skating pics: ( We didnt bring camera while skating for fear of dropping it. Took using vincent
camera when we waiting for them to do resurfacing of the ice)

Baby and me :)
I love the way he looks.

Couple 2: yi wei and elaine.

Birthday boy Vincent with baby.

Baby going back to tekong in like 30 mins.

I miss him!

There is just so much to do with limited time. What should i do?

aniwae maths quiz 1 was a diaster. It was easy but my brain didnt work its way. A little disappointed with myself. How could i be wasting my marks?

argh! my 3 selected guy grp mates has not reply me yet. 2 haven even read my mail and 1 read and didnt reply. Oh god pls bless me that they are the responsible ones.

Friday attended baby's poly friend 21st birthday. Finished class at 1 plus and took the bus down to meet baby. Bus 67 took like ages to reach tampines. It passes so many mrt station. Like what i told my sis its like touring around singapore. lol. Enjoyed myself at the party. Chatting and laughing. Just found that baby's friend jia xin also in NUS but in science school. I feel that i am luckier than her since i have poly friends to be with me but she does not have. And worst of all, one day during lecture she sat beside this jc girl and asked her what the professor was talking about since she didnt take A-level chemistry. The jc girl just smiled and say dont know while she continue taking notes. Freaking selfish kay. argh!!! Hope jia xin find some nice friends to guide her along :)

Saturday was spent with baby and family. Always enjoyed the bus journey with baby. I wish it never ends. The bus journey can go on and on and i wouldnt even mind at all. He is such a sweetie. When i took 851 home, there was group of malay guys sitting beside baby. I didnt know they wanted to take my picture. Luckily baby stood up on time to block me since we are alighting. When we are near the door, their friends at the front try to take also, but baby was behind me so he will be able to block them. He can see what they are doing from the reflection. When i came down the bus , then baby then told me that they were trying to take my picture. DAMM IT!!!! luckily baby was with me. Like WTH, how could they take without people's permission and whats more in front of my boyfriend.

I love you boyfriend. I know with you around everything will be alright.
Can i have you for 24/7?

tata

happy birthday kor

2008-08-27T16:15:00.019+08:00

Firstly, i wanna wish my brother

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!! May all your wishes come true!

And to all having Exams especially Jie. Jia You! Gambette!

Its been a long time since i last updated. Friends had told me that my blog seems to be dead. lol. Im sorry. Just that i don't really have the mood to blog for the past few weeks.

Some updates of my university life:

I got the timetable that i had planned with peiwen. Even for the tutorials, we got the first choice that we chose. In short, we had the perfect timetable we wanted which i could say none of my friends had. We are just so lucky.

I feel so slack. Everyone in university are just so damm hardworking. Got to push my lazy bones away from me as soon as possible.

Tutorials started this week. Wasnt so bad although some professors will go very fast when the time approaches. I couldn't really catch up with maths tutorial. Luckily got ms chen peiwen to teach me in the bus journey. Thanks babe! Its really good to have friends with you during the university journey or it will just be extremely tough to walk it alone. Oh yeah, i have a tutor which looks so young. She looks like a student. lol and i think she feel a little shy talking to us.

Time never seems to be enough. When i was working, i would wish weekends would come faster. Now when i am schooling, i too wish weekends would come quickly but somehow i just cant enjoy it more since i have to worry about my school stuffs now.

I am having wednesday as my school off-day :). At least i have 1 day in the middle of the week to rest and catch up with my school work. Marvellous!! That's the good point to be able to plan your classes.

Subjects taking for this semester:

MA1301 Introductory Maths

CS2250 Fundamentals of IS

CS2261 Enterprise development

CS2105 Intro to Computer Networks

Took 4 subjects this semester only. Didnt want to squeeze so many subjects yet. Wanted to have a feel of what uni workload is first before taking the risk of having 5 or 6 subjects in one semester. I wanted to take the english module this semester and finish it off but they didnt assign it to me. So i have to take it next semester. Only for english module they will assign it to you, the rest you have the choice. Pei wen is taking the english module this semester and the module has just so much things to do. Essays, Grammar editing and presentations every week. Argh! I am so going to suffer next semester. If only i had pass the Qualifying English Test(QET). Just one band up and i would not have to face it.If only.

Project work are soon to begin. The deadline for the project work are all so tight. No procrastination allowed. For CS2250 Fundamental of IS, I have to work with people from other tutorial groups. They just anyhow allocated the whole cohort taking that subject. Guess what, im the only ger in the group of 4. Im always so "lucky". For my pyschology group in TP, i was also the only ger in the group. Just prayed hard the guys are nice and we will be able to finish the project on time.

FYI:

I am teaching a K1 boy english. Just started last week. He is staying just nearby my house only. So very convenient so i took the job offer by xiao yan. It took me a while to consider since i didnt have any teaching experience before except maybe teaching my cousins? I didnt want the kid to fail because of me. Haha yeah i know im just thinking too much. Kinda worried when im going to teach him. You know kids have very short attention span and they are very playful at that age.

My worries were proven. LOL. He is really active and has alot of questions to ask sometimes. I have to think of ways to teach and make him interested. Sometimes i prepared my tuition materials for him more than i spent time on my studies. But since i already taught him 3 lessons already, it is easier for me to know what to teach him already so lesser time spent. By the way, im teaching him 2 times a week, 1 hr per lesson.

Last saturday, we celebrated vincent's birthday at the kallang ice-skating there. Its my first time ice-skating and the skates are just so heavy and hard for my feet and legs to handle. I fall once and my butt hurts like hell. Luckily, there was this ah moh to help me get up. Baby was at the front with birthday boy vincent when i fell so he couldnt see it. Most of the time, i was holding baby tightly, fearing that i would fall again. It feels secure holding him :) haha poor him he has to look after me and vincent. Preventing us from falling down. Elaine has her darling to look after her. Only baby and yi wei are pro in skating, the 3 of us are just beginners :). Overall, it was fun and tiring too. My back was aching. I think i have to admit that i am really getting older as the days past.

Baby is left with just two more weeks before his POP. so happy. 3 months plus just pass by like that. He is having his block leave after that and yes i will be in school mugging and wont be able to spent time with him. I guess i will take some time off so i can be with him before he is posted to his unit. For this week and next week, baby will be able to book out on Fridays. Happy happy

School work getting tougher and tougher. Guess i wont have so much time to blog. Will try if i can. Aniway tomorrow will be my first quiz for maths. wish me luck (crosses my fingers).

tata. take care all my dearies.

2008-08-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12 for the next day,

I wanna wish

Yeo Hui Fen aka alyFEN

Chen Yee Woen aka wenzi

Foo Siew Mei

A Very HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES!!!

20/08/2008

20082008

haha dont know whether u babes will view this post..lol...

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xX Blues...xX

2008-08-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

xX Blues...xX

Please take my blues away.

I feel that im stuck somewhere.

xX School starting soon xX

2008-08-05T17:16:00.004+08:00

xX School starting soon xX

School starting in a week's time. Timetable not fully out yet. As you all know, i need to bid for my modules. 1 out of 4 not successfully i.e. i only have 3 modules only. Have to bid for the last module to complete my lecture timetable. Tutorial balloting will only start next week. Just pray hard for me that i get the classes and timeslot i want :).

Tomorrow will end the last module that im going to bid for. I need to get it. **Bless me**

For the next two days, will be going back to NUS for some academic talks. Got to know some friends during orientation on monday.

Baby is down with throat infection. I want him to get well soon. muackies.

I wont be able to blog so often once school starts. Will try to blog whenever i have the time.

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xX Congrats to me for failing xX

2008-07-31T13:22:00.001+08:00

xX Congrats to me for failing xX

Sarcastic it may sounds, my title for the day. Yes as expected, i fail my QET(Qualifying English Test) by a band. I guess it was the 500-words essay that i did badly. I ran out of time to write. For my advanced database test, i flunk it too. This is very expected as the questions were all undo-able for me. :)

At least, i only need to have to study 1 english module not two. Brush up my english :) Im getting stressed up before class commences. Getting stressed up over my timetable. We need to bid for our modules and ballot for our tutorial classes. You got to plan what modules you would like to take. During monday briefing, they only brief us a little about the bidding and balloting. I knew nuts about it and we have to read up ourselves about how to use the system.

Finally, i understood how the system works yesterday. I navigated around the websites to read the" many many" information. Peiwen and I discussed about the modules that we both wanna take and build our timetable after that. We have a timetable builder to ensure that our modules do not crash.

Woke up at 830am today and waited for peiwen's call. We chatted about the modules again and try rebuilding the timetable to the best timing. Bidding starts at 9 pm but we didnt bid that early as the system is not really first come first served like in TP. I feel like i playing shares. We have to watch the no of bidders and the highest and lowest point point bidded to know how many points to bid. I been keeping a lookout of the bidding process as im typing this blog entry. It makes me nervous to see that the no of bidders are increasing more and more and the quota is almost reaching. Its so risky. I just increased my bidding points. I hope i dont have to increase again. Tonight will have to check how the bidding process is going. The bidding will only end tomorrow 5 pm. That's still a long way to go. Wish me luck for the success of my bidding and peiwen's one too.

Darling called me yesterday. He came back to his bunk finally. Bad news is that he had fever during field camp. Temperature reaching of 38.8. Worried for him. Hope he get well soon. The weather must be too hot in the jungle since it was very humid in Singapore too. ** I miss you baby**

1 more day before weekends arrives. :):)

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xx Its Monday again tomorrow xX

2008-07-27T21:23:00.007+08:00

xx Its Monday again tomorrow xX

Weekends are going to be over in a few hours time. I wish time could stop on Saturday. Being able to spent weekends with baby is always great. Looking forward for every weekend when baby books out.

Friday:

In the noon went to NUS for registration. The waiting queue was long and after getting in the hall you will still have to wait for your queue number. Registration done and we are "forced" to look around the CCA booths. The word "forced" was used here is because they only let us get out from one exit and it leads to the CCA fair. Once we reached the first booth, the girls there were pratically forcing us to purchase their t-shirts. Telling us how their goodies bag were and that their t-shirt is 100% cotton. When we said "No" , they just went go on and on and to stop them from pestering we bought a t-shirt. At least we have a NUS sense of belonging shirt. lol.

Initially i thought that baby wont be booking out on friday since it was like 6 plus when i left NUS and he hadnt call yet. I went home first with my heavy goodies bag inclusive of the 2 books they gave. Yeah school haven started yet but we have 2 guide books already :). When i was going to reach Sengkang mrt station, baby called but i was too slow to heard it. Called him back and was very happy to know that he was able to book out. Yes! I was able to see him that night. I went home and had dinner and rushed off to pasir ris to pick him up. Actually i thought i was going to be later than baby but i managed to reach faster than him. :):)

Field camp was definitely tiring for all of them. Baby going for another 3 days field camp from monday to wednesday for diploma holders. **God bless them all ** I cant hear his voice again for three days.

Saturday:

Went to baby house early in the morning. Just cant wait to see him. Its been two weeks since i last seen him and 6 days of not hearing his voice. He has lots of stuff to wash, dry clean and pack. 6 raining days for their field camp. Suay. So it was all muddy, wet and cold for them. I never wanted time to pass fast when i was with him but i guess the opposite always happens. That day, the bus ride seem faster than usual, maybe it was the sweet talk between me and him. I was telling baby i wish the bus ride just went on and on.

Tomorrow is to NUS again. Workshops, High tea and briefing. From 0900 to 1800.

I MISS YOU when you are in camp now.

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2008-07-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

The weekends have finally arrive!

Friday is here again. Yay!

2008-07-24T12:53:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU!

I have been real lazy this morning. Been sleeping till like eleven o'clock before i got my butt out of my bed. Had to call Dell service hotline to query something. Their service standard is good. I love it. Very friendly and nice :). Yesterday i got pissed off when i went to G2000 with mum. I seem like the person working there. My mum wanted a certain size and so since the self was right at the bottom, i helped her to take. I mean if you see me taking like a bunch of clothes out, you wont even ask whether i needed help? Damm. Sorry i really cant stand low service standard.

brother is sick. so he has 2 days of MC. Had to get rid of my lazy bug to get for him lunch. Didnt want him to eat medicine on empty stomach. Get well soon kor!

1 more day to hear baby's voice. Cant wait too. Getting excited.
**Baby call me soon**

Lazy bug just leave me. lol

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xX Days of waiting..xX

2008-07-22T19:19:00.005+08:00

xX Days of waiting..xX

Went back to NUS again for my database test. Its was awfully tough. They have questions like what subset, element for database. More like maths questions. Questions that i didnt even came across at all. Guessing game was what i did for most of the questions. I am still looking for the shortest time to go to NUS but i guess the way i am travelling to NUS usually is the shortest. Just that i have to climb the steep stairs of the overhead bridge everyday. Yes i mention steep so it means it is not those easy to climb stairs. Ok enough of my complains.

While i am writing this blog entry, mummy surprise me by coming home with an *ah-moh* little boy. He was lost. Mummy found him at our void deck crying. He did not know where he was staying except that he knows it is on the 2nd level. Mummy brought him home so she could ask brother's help. I tried asking the poor boy who was he with. He has very strong "ah-moh" accent so must really listen to him and he talks real fast. I went down also to see whether i can help. We waited at the playground while brother walked around to search. We wanted to call the police soon but luckily his sister came down and picked him up. She was thinking why so many people was surrounding her brother. She then realise her brother thought he was lost. They just came down from Holland. That explains why that little boy didnt know where the house is. The flats here all look the same and in the night it is just harder to differentiate. I just glad that the little boy found his sister.

I got to enjoy my holidays before school start though its going to be a short rest.

Tomorrow: Out with my sistas in the evening
Thursday: Out with my primary school mates in the evening
Friday: NUS- for registration
Saturday: the long awaiting day to be with baby

Next week, my three aunties are coming back from america so i have to keep next thursday free for them.

Next week Plans:

Monday: NUS- whole day event
Friday: NUS- orientation camp

I only left with tuesday and wednesday to enjoy. I gotta keep my room free of rubbish lying around before school starts.

3 more days before i get to hear baby's voice. I cant wait for him to tell me all his field-trip stories and how did it all went. I am worried at the same time.

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xX First no-work day xX

2008-07-21T11:21:00.005+08:00

xX First no-work day xX

Suppose to go to NUS today for the maths test but peiwen and i decided to skip it since we are sure gonna fail it as it is A-level standard. I mean i o-level also will flunk so just might as well stay at home and rest.

2nd day of darling's field camp. its been raining since yesterday. dont know whether in the jungle its also the same. then it must be all wet and muddy. *yucks*. 4 more days before i can hear your voice. ** I wanna give you a big hug**

i am catching PS I love you online. Her husband is so sweet to write her all those notes to let her go through her life. If only we know when we are going to die, we can plan but we all know that it is not going to happen this way. In one part of the show, one of the actor was saying we all always wanted to look young but growing old with someone you loved is wonderful. i do agree with that. Isnt it wonderful to hold each other hands and whisper sweet nothings when you are old, talking about what happened in our younger days.

the raining weather seems to make me feel so sleepy always.

**aly-nology**
Have you ever wanted to say I Love You to someone but never did so?
Have you ever wanted to say something but never did so?
Never wait cause tomorrow might never come.
Treasure the people you have with you
And tomorrow will never be full of regrets.

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**Edited**

updated my wish list and added some new list :)

xX Emo-ing...xX

2008-07-19T08:55:00.005+08:00

xX Emo-ing xX

I went to take the QET(Qualifying English Test) in the morning yesterday. Wasnt that good though. Once i open the paper and saw the topic, i was like "oh my". Its about Biotechnology. What do i know about it? I had a hard time writing the essay and i dont think i met the target of writing 500 words( actually i am quite certain i didn't..so doom). The comprehension questions were also very tricky. I just wish for a pass in it so i dont have to take any extra english modules. Results will be out next wednesday after 12 pm. Wish me luck. If i do pass, i really need to thank god for it.

Yesterday was also my last day at KPMG. Came back to office in the afternoon and did some testing and handing over of work before clearance. Lots of wishes from managers and colleagues. Our partner wanted to see peiwen and me so we were called in and chatted with him for a while. We did clearance about nearly to 4 and finished it at about 4 plus. The damm IT guy was taking his own sweet time. Maybe he thought that we are just "small fry" so cant be really bother with us. Went back to the office to give out the chocolates we bought for them and take photos. They gave peiwen a birthday surprise by getting a cake for her. Helped peiwen to cut the cake and let her distribute it around. Finally bid goodbye to all at 5 plus and left.

Plans after my last day of work was to go back home and watch tv. Was kinda emo-ing yesterday. I just feel that being nice doesnt mean you are well-liked by people. People would find me when they need help in school and miscellaneous stuffs, otherwise yeah they would'nt find me. Maybe i just too over sensitive but thats how i feel. It is good to think and care for people or for yourself first? Maybe i just dont "click" with people. In secondary school when i didnt do well, people give me the kind of look that why did i do so badly. In poly when i did well, people gave me the kind of look "You very smart ar". I am going to learn to live life the way i want it to be, to ignore comments and looks from people. Yes i will!!! I shall be the bad person from now. Ok i shall be good to those who are treat me nice, the rest just buzz off.

I am still blessed with love from my family, friends(a small grp of them) and definitely my BABY. ok enough of my emo-ing mood.

Didnt get to talk to baby much this week. He was so busy the last few days. His field camp is going to start tomorrow which means 6 days of not hearing his voice. I am worried about him just hope he enjoy himself in the jungle ( though i know it will be tedious) and everything goes well. I wanna to hear his voice today to let me last for the long 6 days.

Maths test and 1 computing test next week on mon and tue respectively. Got to go write some notes for the maths test either today or tomorrow. Just so lazy to do so. :)

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xX Weekends without baby xX

2008-07-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

xX Weekends without baby xX

Weekends are arriving soon and i wont be spending time with baby. He is stuck in camp. I miss him. **tick tock tick tock time move so slow without baby**

tomorrow is my last day at work in KPMG. Finally i am leaving after about 9 months plus of being there. I will miss the people there.

wish me luck for my english test tomorrow :)

xX Will the days pass fast?? xX

2008-07-16T12:35:00.004+08:00

xX Will the days pass fast?? xX

Will we treasure each day as if it is going to be the last day on earth?
Will we take the people around us for granted?

I am affected by clifton's gf blog. She is strong enough to take her bf's death. Not everyone can be like her. She had great memories with him. After reading her blog entries, you will just feel how lucky we are to have our loved ones beside us.

I wont be seeing baby for 2 longs weeks again. i MISS HIM! MISS HIM! MISS HIM! His field camp is next week so he has to prepare and they are not allowed to book out this week. I have a great Saturday with him though is just staying at his house since he has to fall in at night for his reserved guard duty. I pray hard that baby wouldnt have to replace anyone for guard duty since he cant book out next week and yes my prayers work! He was like so close in replacing someone from guard duty. That guy was late!!! Argh!! nearly cause my darling to not have his precious weekends. I was waiting for darling at the shopping centre. Was kinda worried that baby has to book in that day. I cant bear to let him go. I wanted to have more time with him.The thought of thinking of baby booking in makes me feel sad. I just want him by my side making fun and talking to me. I cant wait for next week to come to see him and pick him up from pasir ris mrt station. 6 days of not being able to hear baby's voice next week. It is going to kill me. Every night i will be waiting for baby to call me. to hear his voice telling me he is alright although sometimes we talk for like last than 3 minutes. To me weekends now is so precious since that is the only time i can see and feel baby. I just want baby to feel loved before he heads back to his tiring and tedious training each week. Only 3 days pass since baby book in again. I still have 9 or 10 days to count. I hope baby can book out next friday rather than saturday so he can spend Friday night resting at home. Please tell me the week would pass fast again without him.

I having my english test this week. Wish me luck k cause its been years that i have write composition and practise my grammar. Pray hard that i would pass! I having maths and computer tests the following week. Ok maths is even worst. A-level maths! I know i will fail it but i just wanted to try. No harm!

Plans for next week:

Monday: Maths test

Tuesday: 2 Computing test

Wednesday: Meeting with fen, eunice and lay beng (tbc)

Thursday: Meeting with primary school friends

Friday: Nus Registration Day

I think this weekends i will stay at home and study a bit for the tests and clean up my messy room with all my poly notes and books all around the room. Got to get it clean before university starts. I sign up for the orientation week. Will be staying in school for 1 night and a week filled with day activities. I hope we get to plan our timetable so I can pack everything together without long breaks. I want to go for darling's POP but i am afraid that i have tests or project submission on that day. I guess only god will know whether i can make it.

**God watch over baby and everyone in tekong that their trainings and field camps will all go smoothly **

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xX Sad xX

2008-07-08T21:24:00.005+08:00

xX Sad xX

I feel so sad reading clifton lam's gf blog. Tears was just falling from my eyes. Was reading siew mei's blog saying that she read the gf's blog. It is just so painful to lose someone you love so much. I guess those who are in love will understand how his gf is feeling now. I really hope his gf will be stronger as each day goes by and her bf will be watching her from up above. If you want to read about her blog, your can go to siew mei blog to get the link.

I miss baby. He's going for his field trip soon. I pray that everything will goes smoothly for him. I cant deny that i am not worried. ** I love you babyboy**

Caught sex and the city with peiwen yesterday. Gave it eight popcorns. The movie was nice, romantic and realistic. We both was on leave as we have to go NUS for our medical checkup. Everything went well except that my heart beats was a little fast. The doctor told me that maybe i was too excited. lol.

got to go. waiting for baby's call.

2008-07-03T14:11:00.003+08:00

xX Life is so short xX

This morning heard the news from mum that the uncle leaving in the second floor just pass away. He is actually my mum's relative. Felt sad. He was a nice

man that was always smiling. Just met his wife and him on father's day and now he is gone. He died at home peacefully at least.

**Uncle rest in peace..**

Life is just so short. You never know when is the day you will be leaving this world. Leaving your loved ones and everything behind. I have to stop procrastinating and do the things that i always wanted. Love and treasure the people that means the most to you.

YES!! I force myself to go running alone yesterday. It felt great. Was running the 3rd round when it started drizzling but i carried on to finish the third round. Luckily the rain stopped after a short while. Then met jie at the exercise corner to do sit-ups and inclined pull-ups before heading home for bath

and dinner. I have to keep training since i still feel i am super unfit. May have to train at least thrice a week if i have the time.

The weekends are coming real soon. Tomorrow darling will be booking out but he will be at science discovery centre so i have not know how am i goingto meet him. baby is in army almost going to 1 month already. He has two more months before his pass out parade. By then he will be fitter and healthier :)

Jie brought back a magazine that she got from school. Inside has love stories about couples and pre-marital sex. All of the people they interviewed fromdifferent schools such SIM, NUS, SP, etc only like 2 out of 10 say they wont have pre-marital sex. The rest all say it depends if the couple is comfortable then there isnt any problem. I guess now people are very open. The world is changing lol. But there are some touching stories inside. One of them is about a couple who is going to get married but the girl was diagnosed with mengitis so the guy took care of her depite all odds and they got married after she recovered. Sweet right the guy. The other one is about a couple getting married at the age of 21 so young right but they want to know each other better
and enjoy couple life before the kids come along. When will you know that is the guy or girl for you? I guess is the right choice you have to make.

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xX Its Monday again.. xX

2008-06-30T21:06:00.005+08:00

xX Its Monday again.. xX

Why does the weekends always pass just so fast? Just wish it will always remain saturday and sunday. Fat hope i know. Been rather busy last week. Going out to get
presents for my friend's 21st birthday. Last thursday went with peiwen and aifred to suntec to get tian wen's(my ex-intern) present. We went to Spageddies to have dinner
first. The food wasnt that great though. Though aifred enjoy his dinner at there since he ordered something like chessy chicken with Spaghetti..looks yummy but with lots of cheese which is fattening.lol. After that we went to Fossil to get tian wen's present, peiwen and me both like the same watch and think that that watch suits him and so we got him that. Hope he likes it. Since Mr Aifred has the fourty-dollars suntec vouchers that he does not know what should he use for, peiwen suggested to go eat Ben N Jerry's ice-cream but they are not one of the participating outlets for the vouchers. So we went to Genare to have our ice-cream feast. This is the first time we can order ice-cream like nobody's business..without caring the price since we have to use finish the vouchers. We counted we have to pay $41 for the ice-cream but when the bill came is like only $38 so we gave them a "discount of $2" for them.lol. Ate so much of ice-cream that night. Must be crazy. Baby was worried for me that day since i was still at suntec at 9 plus going to 10. I told him i was going to take the mrt to sengkang followed by the lrt home. From the lrt station to my house, it is about a 10 minutes walk if i walk very fast and the place there is very quiet and lots of foreigners. My house there is very quiet and dark at night so baby will always be very worried when i have to walk home and somemore baby cannot call me after 1030 pm if he get caught he will get confinement in camp. My baby ...

Friday wasn't in the mood to do much work. Wanted to 530pm just to come quick. Dated with dad and sister for an exercise session after work. Reached home about 6 plus
and changed into my exercise attire and went for a run. Yes it just felt great to be able to exercise.to be able to perspire. Baby is training in camp and i also want to train too. My stamina isnt that good yet. Still feel panting easily. want to train up and be as fit as i can. I have to force myself to keep going when i am running if not i will just give up easily. Hopefully when school starts, i wont be that lazy to run. After running, we will go to the exercise corner to some exercise, before heading to get dinner home. Sis and I while waiting for the food when over to another exercise corner to do some light exercises. Reached home around 8 plus and rest for a while and bathed. Baby called me since they had not much training that day. He told me something and i don't know whether i should be happy to get compilments. Its between me and my baby. :)

Finally Saturday. Baby book out. I initially thought he will be later than me but he was earlier than me. When i waiting for the first bus from my house bus-stop, baby sms me that he was just in the ferry. The second bus i took to pasir ris was super slow when travelling in the expressway. I only like have 7 bus stops after the expressway to reach whitesands but the journey seems long with the boarding and alighting of passengers. I was thinking in my heart can they be faster or can they dont stop here. lol. When i am going to alight, baby called me. He reached le so i faster walked over to the mrt station there to meet him. My baby wearing his unifrom :). Went to his house and after dinner we went out to walk walk for a while before he sent me home. Took the bus and so was so packed so had to stand throughout the journey but having a great chat with baby along the way. It felt great to chat with darling anything and everything and i miss it now. Its rather tiring for baby to fetch me home since my house doesnt have a straight bus home for him. i appreciate it. :).

Sunday. Went to church in the morning with my parents. Ate breakfast with them and went back to church again. Took the bus around 9 to go baby's dad shop. Stayed until 12 before we headed down to Katong to celebrate Pei Shan's birthday at The Coffee ShowCase. The restaurant is small but cosy and the food is cheap and not bad too.
Sinful though the western food and the dessert. The course meal is only 6 plus for most of it. Your can try it out. Its at 45 east coast road near roxy mall. Want to know can ask me :). After eating, darling and me went to his house to get prepared for his book in today. We slept for a while since both of us were very tired. I woke up at 530 in the morning and baby around 6 or 7 plus. Woke up and ate a bit of dinner before i took a bus to pasir ris to meet xiao yan. peiwen and aifred to go to tian wen's birthday party. Saw alot of army guys around waiting to book in. Miss darling. Tian wen's dad came and pick us up at the bus-stop to go to aloha loyang.
Tnks tian wen's dad and aifred was so smart not to take down his tian wen's dad's van plate number. Like how we know which is his dad. When the van arrived, tian wen's
brother kept looking at us then i tell aifred called tian wen to ask his dad's van plate number and yeah we were right it was his dad. lol. Since Mr Aifred like to criticise people so much, so it doesn't hurt that i am critizing him just a little. Reached tian wen's chalet and ate a bit. He even has a book for us to write down anything we want for him to remember his 21st birthday. Great idea maybe i should do that for my and dar 21st birthday. My 21st birthday is like next year and i am getting excited and thinking how i want to celebrate already.

Baby is booking out on this friday. **Hooray** but he has to go to the Singapore Discovery Centre at Jurong there so they will have to make their way back from there. Lemme think what should we do on saturday..till then

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xX Just 2 more days to weekends.. xX

2008-06-26T13:34:00.005+08:00

xX Just 2 more days to weekends.. xX

A big thanks to Ms Chen Peiwen. She followed me yesterday during lunch to find out where my facial place was. Luckily peiwen saw the word 'Touche' . It was not an attractive sign that you can see it from afar. You have to see it very carefully before knowing it is Touche. Thanks babe!!

Yesterday facial treatment was alright. Reached at about 6 pm. Thought the facial place will have alot of people since xiao yan say is fully booked but when i went there, all the staffs are sitting at the counter chatting. It gives me the impression that no one goes there for facial. lol. About 1 and half hour and i am done. The package consists of a facial and eye treatment and scalp massage. The lady say my skin is good so doing this will be an"enhancement". Its feel good to have people doing for you facial and massage. The room wasnt very classy. Just a small room to fit a bed and an area for the facial stuffs.There was a part where they squeeze your pimples and black heads with a sharp needle ( i dont know what is is called..lol). Just a little pain though. I think i fell asleep when she puts the mask and left for a long time. Just too tired. I was extremely hungry in there. When she told me it is done, i got changed up and stay in the room for a while thinking she will come back. But she didnt, so i just took my bag and went outside. Made a phone call and after that another lady called me in the room to scan my skin and talk about the packages they have. Initially i thought that they will
analyse your skin first before they do the treatment. So she just show me what's under my skin, telling me that i should do facial once a month to get rid of the dirt and black areas. She offered me 10 trial sesssions for $388. Sounds good?. Yes it might be quite cheap but i still told her i will consider first. Then he asked me whether i was working or schooling, so i just told her that i was working but going to start school soon. She said she can offered me the student plan which is 5 session for $194 which is half the trial session if i did not want so much. She kept asking me to considered but i think her i need to think about it, so she asked me to go outside and wait while she scan my development lead's face. My development lead also did not sign up any package. I guess both of us just wanted to try. That's all.

Sandar( my development lead) and me walked out and took a bus to tanjong pagar mrt station since we did not know how to walk to the station from there. On the way, we were talking about the facial treatment and laughing about it. She then told me how the lady response to her when she say she will think about the package.

This is roughly how their conversation went:

When the lady told sandar about the trial plan 10 sessions for $388, sandar say she would consider. I think sandar was on the phone when she was

talking to the lady, so the lady kept asking us whether she wants to sign up for it.

Their conversation was in chinese but i am using english to convert it:

Sandar: I will think about it (smiling)

Lady: What's so funny

Then i think she ask her again about the plan

Sandar: i will think about it

Lady: Your two come here and do facial only for fun ar

Then sandar told her yeah and say since it is the company offer say we just sign up. Conversation ended and Sandar left the room.

I mean what's her problem. We dont sign her package and she gives her non-acceptable attitude to Sandar?. I just cant stand her bad service. Totally untolerable for me :). I called xiao yan telling her about it since i think she might want to sign the plans since its cheap compared to her New York Skin Solutions. Warn her about the lady's attitude since she and my another colleague ( swee zhi) is going there this saturday.

I get totally pissed off when i dont get good service from sales person. I mean when i work at TINK cards N gifts as a sales person. I mean i really put in the best effort and service i can to people as i know that it will make their day. Even working at Tan Tock Seng Hospital as a patient assocaite, i also try my best to make sure i attend to the patient's requests. Because of that, i got scolding from doctors, nurses and sometimes even other patients. But good services goes a long way and i should think that Singapore should ensure that everyone does so.

ok enough of the piss tone. Daddy was so sweet yesterday. Called me and asked me what i wanted for dinner . If daddy didn't buy, i dont think i will be eating dinner even i was hungry. He also fetched me from Sengkang Mrt Station despite having to wait for at least 20 minutes. Love you daddy!!

darling's training has been more tedious since he came back after the two weeks. The sergeants kept punishing their company for the mistakes of a few recruits, so yesterday their muscles were all aching from the punishments. I guess sometimes they wish that the few recruits can wake up their ideas. Lol thats what i am thinking. One for All , All for one. That's army life.

I so haven been exercising. I need to exercise!! hopefully this week have time and my lazy bug in me will go away. My stomach haven been feeling well since last friday. Keep having diarrhoea and i am always feeling so hungry in the morning when i ate quite a lot at night. Don't know what wrong with me. Everytime after i ate, my stomach feel very weird. Might see a doctor tomorrow during lunch to get some medicine. I admit that nowadays i seem to be able to type alot of crap in my blog.

Till then. tata ( weekends reaching its way in 2 days )

xX Busy busy busy..xX

2008-06-25T12:17:00.002+08:00

xX Busy busy busy..xX

Been rather busy at work this week...time pass fast when i am busy doing work...good in a way...and the weekends will be here in a no time..have toget friends 21st presents this week so yesterday went with xin yan to get xiao yan birthday present..rather messy with their names..both ending with yan lol...went to bugis and got her present before heading to KFC for dinner..ate dinner and went to bugis street to shop..as usual i spent money on clothes again..argh!!...its just so tempting to buy things sometimes but i really need to save..been spending way too much money..and my this job is ending on 18july which means next month only have half a month pay and i have to last through out university life...definitely not enough..time to learn how to save....

happy to know that xin yan's bf booking out on friday and not on saturday..so she can get to see him early..i know how it feels totally..**dun worry babe...it will be soon friday..with your new job it will definitely pass faster**...

today will be having a facial treatment at touche...it has been delayed from like March to Now..tts like already 3 months..i have signed up with my kpmg colleagues during march when we attended the beauty talk..didnt want to sign up but since its not that expensive and its a buddy package..i signed up with my development lead..will be going for the first and last time..if i will to sign up for the package it will cost like few hundreds for just one treatment...so definitely NO!!...and i dun even know where is the place at...so just have to try my luck...shall blog more on how the facial went soon...

tata

2008-06-23T14:41:00.004+08:00

xX Book out Day xX

Friday...Saturday...Sunday....

Baby finally book out...was super uneasy on friday..dunnoe is it excited or nervous..didnt had any appetitie for breakfast though after that was a little hungry...wanted to stay till 6 plus before i headed to pasir ris to wait for him...bt i couldnt do my work since i was excited to see baby...so left around 5 plus and reach pasir ris before 6...walk around and saw quite alot of army boys book out bt dar was nt in sight..lol it will still so early...met up with elaine and vincent and went around shopping first..dar called me and said that his ferry was like "crawling"...so cute la crawling..the ferry damm slow...so he asked me to go walk around first..he didnt know that his friends are with me to see him and his "botak" head...at around 7.50 we went near the bus-stop there to wait for baby...baby smsed me saying 5 to 10 mins he will reach..den later we saw two buses coming..guessing which is baby's bus...finally we saw baby...he looked so tanned..haha wearing his uniform..:):)

went to catch a bus to his house so that he can go change up..baby's dad drove me home since baby was tired..tnks uncle :)....met up early in the morning with baby at his home...cuddle in bed and then went to tampines mall to watch You Don't Mess with Zohan...its super hilarious with sexual references...go catch it if you want a good laugh...9 out of 10 popcorns...its always nice watching movie with baby...*muackies*....dinner time met up with vincent and elaine and ate at new york new york at the new shopping mall at downtown east..so many people at there..there is nt much shops... just lots of food variety..cinema( The Cathy), arcade, pool tables and mini ferris-wheel..etc...see baby,vincent and elaine played pool for about one hour before heading home..i shall learn how to play pool one day..just too shy to learn in public..argh!! me!!....

wasnt planning to meet baby on sunday...he will be spending time with his family...but since i and him want to go tm for the puma sales...we met each other there...my sister and me wanted to get some sports wear...there was this huge crowd at there..pushing and squeezing through crowds..my sister and me cant seem to see anything since we dont have skills in squeezing..lol den i told my sister we have to learnt to be more rough :)....the payment queue was quite long..queued out with baby and sister..wanted to buy one long pants but its cheaper to buy two and the cashier didnt allow me to take another one..i have to queue again...so decided to come back later while the queue is shorter..i was trying to get a pair of shoes..so when i saw this lady holding a not bad looking pair..i ask baby to help me take my size...den his mum was at the front so baby asked his mum to take for me..since the china lady put it baby..baby's mum helped me to take and i tried and it fits me....the china lady came back and kept looking at my shoes when i was trying..i think she wanted it too...i felt bad...but i was thinking since she wanted it den she shouldnt put it back..cuz anyone could have took the shoes...haha i keep telling my sister i felt bad..but my sister was saying i didnt snatch it from her hand mah..is she put it back....and i really having a hard time squeezing...i not expert enough neh..so sorry den...if she sae that she wanted the shoes, i will have given to her...lol...actually i saw people taking very nice pair of shoes..haha if have my size i sure buy....i guess is once taken considered sold...

after buying..i bid baby goodbye..a little se bu de him to go back to camp..but i guess saturday will come real soon...continue shopping with jie and went home after that to eat dinner and rush my essay..slept at 1am plus to rush my essay..finally its done...**happy happy**.....just 3 more weeks left in KPMG and off i go...2 weeks break before school starts...during 2 weeks have registration and tests...QET is on last day of work in KPMG...i think i will mostly probably fail it..its been a long time since i write composition...like the last QET topic was Global Warming..what i know about global warming?..damm i need to brush up my general knowledge(GK)..i will have to take extra english lessons if i do fail..if i went to NTU i will be exempted from it.....

peiwen told me about the computing camp in nus..we both thought that it is in july after we quit from KPMG...thinking whether we should go since is 4 days 3 nights...but today den found out that it is in june which means we cant go since we have nt much leave to take and have to keep for our medical checkup and QET..and emergency uses..so we will mostly likely go for the august orientation camp..not too sure whether i am ready for school..uni seems to be another milestone that i going to face in my life..i have to do well so that i will not be kick out from school...baby was with me when i was in poly...still remembering the times when i was rushing for my projects and he has to wait for me so that he can print my report and codes out....he always very worried when i cant finish my projects...we two always worrying about each other studies...he such a sweetie but i always complain that he doesnt do this doesnt do that...but not realizing that all the things that he repeatedly do for me...sometimes we just take the people we loved for granted...im sorry baby...

and the special thing that i said i am going to do on last thursday was to book cookies for baby...didnt bake for him before..so wanted to make something for him just from me...like wad i wrote to baby.."It may not be the tastiest cookies he has eaten but is baked by his darling..lol..".....i am glad that he is happy with the cookies...he made fun of me...i didnt want to show him the cookies till we went to his home..but he already saw it beforehand..he keep trying to see in my paper bag asking me what it is...den in the bus den i realise he already knew about it ...den he said he cannot eat cuz he sore throat...trying to make fun of me...sob...:)....

didnt exercise yesterday since i went shopping..need to exercise soon ...

tata..(pardon me for the long winding entry...)

xX This is the day...xX

2008-06-20T10:46:00.002+08:00

xX This is the day...xX

the long awaiting day has finally arrived...9 more hours before i can see my botak baby..:)..initially didnt know what time baby will reach pasir ris so wanted to do OT to pass time before i head down to there...but since baby should be arriving at 7 plus i decided to stay in office till around 6 plus before i leave the office..its quite pathetic to work OT on Fridays since everyone is headed out to have fun...

wanted to print photos yesterday at compass point but didnt manage to do so since my thumbdrive doesnt seem to be co-operating with the fujifilm machine..when i tried with peiwen it was working fine but since i thought photo finish will be cheaper i decided to switch..but photo finish cannot use thumbdrive so i went back to fujifilm...after that my thumbdrive doesnt seem to be working..the machine cant detect it..the aunty at there was very helpful..she restart her com and her program a number of times to help me try..den i ask her help check my thumbdrive using her com..it can be detected..dunnoe wads wrong with my thumbdrive..but still tnks a lot to that aunty..shall come back another day to print :)...

yesterday when i was sitting down in the lrt..there was this secondary school chinese guy..dunnoe why he keep looking at me..so weird la..i think his friend also find it weird why he keep looking at me..lol..do i know him?...from my memory i dont think i know him...lol..i just feel weird when people is looking at me..i mean look once twice can but not keep staring lol...

i accidentally deleted an NUS email today..damm...it was in my junk mail..den i thought it was junk so i press delete and then realise it was someone from NUS that sent me the email and i cant retreive back since it was deleted from the junk mail..so i email the person and ask her to resent it..hopefully she sees the mail...you must be wondering how i know who the sender is..i press back and saw the name of the sender but cant click to the mail since it is deleted..and i went to yahoo to search for email....

my plan work yesterday..so so happy :)..shall tell your what i did another day...

Mood: excited excited excited...
will update more soon if i have time on tmr or sun...will do an update on how today went..if not i will update on monday :)

tata

xX 15th day..just 1 more day :) xX

2008-06-19T09:46:00.000+08:00

xX 15th day..just 1 more day :) xX

1 more day..just 1 more day i can see baby :)...so excited......i told baby that i might not recognize him haha so ask him to find me..lol...

yesterday went to watch The Incredible Hulk with my parents..not my kind of movie i would see...but it is still nt bad...was a little draggy for me..didnt noe the movie would last so long..would give it a 6.5 popcorns out of 10...

oh yes my best buddy in KPMG got in NUS, Ms Chen Peiwen...CONGRATULATIONS!!!!..which means i have company in leaving KPMG, taking leave to go for medical checkups, registrations and tests in NUS. we can even go school together since we live in sengkang. Hooray!!!..an addition will be if we will be in the same class :) ..i wish!!

tonite will be going home straight to do some stuffs( something special..)..no OT!!!....

tata

13th day

2008-06-18T10:19:00.003+08:00

xX 13th day xX

tick tock ..tick tock..just 1 more day before friday comes..being an easily over-excited person..i am excited to see baby..his training getting more intensive..hope he is enjoying at the same time with his friends..:)..as for me i finally have some bugs and editing of codes to do at work...so bored without doing anything...and time pass so slow when you are doing nothing...i only have like 2 days to be with darling..and i just want time to stop at that moment..how i wish...

3 friends' 21st birthday celebration one after the other...

Poly classmates:

Jun Hong --> 21 June (this coming saturday)

KPMG ex-Colleagues:

Tian Wen --> 29 June

Xiao Yan --> 5 July

Lots of birthday parties to go...but wont be able to make it on jun hong birthday since darling just came out..i want to pei him..:)..sorry jun hong..but lol he understand and ask me to accompany bf...birthday parties means shopping for birthday presents..guys birthday present are just so hard to buy..will be cracking my head with my friends to get one...as for xiao yan is definitely easier :)...

tata

11th day

2008-06-16T13:41:00.003+08:00

xX 11th day xX

I miss my botak baby....**miss him miss him miss him**...lol just ignore me...just 3 more days without counting friday..so actually is four..i just want friday to come quick...baby will be coming out late on friday but i dun mind as long as i can see him...:)

10th day

2008-06-15T14:45:00.020+08:00

xX 10th day xX

HAPPY FATHER's DAY!!!

love u daddy...

I dunnoe whether i should say time passes very fast or slow...at the begining when baby just went in..time passes just so so slow...but now is just 4 more days before friday comes...this must be the only weekends that i hope it pass by faster so that next friday can come quickly...still dunnoe wad time will baby book out...hopefully nt too late...today their training will start again after 3 days of resting since the death of the ns guy...just hope everybody will be doing fine...

***miss darling's comfortable bed...miss going his hse on saturdays to be with him...miss his mum's home-cooked food and especially miss my botak baby****

anyway the funeral of the ns guy, cliftord lam is near my ah gong hse..feel sad about it..just hope his parents and all his loved ones are taking it well..haiz..just hope he rest in peace with his dream of becoming a pilot came true...i guess we have all to learn to treasure everything we have now before it is too late..after hearing so many disturbing news, i just feel that we will never noe when we will died but we can only live to the fullest...but i noe even myself we dun do that...we always regret after something is taken away from us..thats humans i guess...

went to watch the Chronicles of Narnia on friday at plaza singapura...2 hours and 25 mins movie..its worth watching..though i think i prefer the first one...i would give it 7.5 popcorns out of 10...my knee caps were aching..couldnt really stretch my legs out since the gap between another seat was quite small...

yesterday went out with my best buddy hui fen aka alyFEN....long time didnt see her already..had a great chat about our life..work and the past..lol..wanted to watch sex and the city with her but the cinema was fully blocked so change of plans...we went shopping instead...went to the pc show too...lots of people everywhere...squeezing here and there...me and fen went to the arcade and play basketball..so fun popping balls in...but tiring...a lot of experts there so me and fen a bit paise..lol...

before i met hui fen, there was this ah-moh guy he stopped me when i was going to meet her..he insisted not letting me go when i said i was rushing for time..he keep saying no no no...argh!! so irritating...den i just listen to what he has to said since he said he got 1 question for me..

ah-moh: just 1 question for u...how do u usually style ur hair?

me: as normal

ah-moh: den i want to show u smth

me: sorry i am rushing for time..

ah-moh: no no no

me: i am rushing for a movie ( in a piss tone)

he no choice den let me go...lol...he must be too bored at the time since no customer was at his booth..when i pass there the second time he was busy demonstrating his curler to his customers..luckily didnt let him see me again..

tata....

2008-06-13T10:57:00.011+08:00

xX 8th day xX

8 days has just gone...another news of a NS man dead...haiz its just demoralizing to hear this news..just have to pray hard for the ns man...baby will have to stop training for 3 days..so it will be going to lectures and lectures...miss him like ever...but with the company of my friends..i feel better..tnks ms wen zi for the great chat we had on wednesdays...we will meet up more de...will be going to see Chronicles Of Narnia : Prince Caspian with my working friends today..heard that it is a great movie with a little of violence..

i am just so bored at work..nowadays we have not much things to do except testing..it just makes my time pass so slow...anyway super piss with my LG-KS20..either it sometimes just does not send out my smses or it send to many times..lol i sent like 5 same smses to hui shan yesterday..sorry babe...i thought of getting a new cheap hp for smsing and calling usage...anyway want to recommend any?...below $150 will be good without contract..i saw some hp without contract but it costs like 200 plus..dun feel like spending so much..already spent so much money le cant save...my blog only has like 3 readers so it seems like i am writing to them onli...anyway tnks for reading about my boring life...lol

tata

2008-06-11T13:50:00.019+08:00

xX 6th day xX

Its been the 6th day since baby went in..wishing the time would really past faster this time...8 more days to go..seems long for me...dad told me about the news abt the death of a recruit in pulau tekong yesterday..worried about baby..quickly turn to the news and see what had happened..it just so unpredictable when you would die..I really hope the family of the late recruit would be strong..its not easy to lose someone you love...

today morning received young heng sms asking when baby will be out...they are going to pick baby up..it seems fun...she thought baby coming out this friday..i sure hope he is :)...but never mind absence makes the heart grow fonder..but it is torturing..worrying and missing him at the same time...but i glad he is getting along well with his bunk mates..:)....

really love the big picture in my blog...:):)....i noe its kinda big...lol didnt noe it will be so big cuz my home laptop screen small den i use my sis laptop see den realise quite big ar...spent last sat and sun doing the blog since i didnt have much things to do and baby just went in ..i have to keep myself occupied...

work nowdays have been less busier..as normal debugging and solving "bugs"..not been doing overtime for the past weeks..just don't feel like and there is nothing much to do..just want to go home and rest and watch tv...been dating friends out to meet since i really very long never see them le..

Plan of the week:

wednesday: meeting wenzi ...
friday: going out with my kpmg friends to watch movie
saturday: meeting alyFEN ..very long never see her le...

oh yeah i check nus webby and they received my documents le..thank god..hopefully they received before 2nd june or on the day itself..anyway still waiting for them to sent me the registration package

tata..:)

Missing you...

2008-06-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

xXMissing you...xX

Hey i have just renew the look of my blog..do give me some comments about it in my tagboard...spent like 2 days doing it...

I totally miss baby..third day he went in le...i still like have 11 days before i can get to see him provided that he is allowed to book out..**prays hard**...want to see my "botak" baby...lol....i just hope at work i can kill time fast.

got to prepare for work tmr..so will update soon...tata tata

2008-06-01T21:40:00.009+08:00

Updates updates...

i am just too lazy to update..

baby is going army in like 5 days.....tick tock tick tock..time passing real fast...just praying hard next week i wont be so busy so i can meet baby after work...i wont be sending him off on fri...firstly i dun think my manager will let me take leave..dun feel like talking to him...lol..secondly i will have the se bu de feeling of leaving pulau tekong...i will definitely leave with tears in my eyes...just hope i can see him 2 weeks after....

last week work has been real busy...we have to clear the 'bugs' assigned to us...luckily i was able to do so..so that i can go out with baby...

oh yeah i finally graduated on 23 may 2008...yes finally!!...bt i have lots of memories in TP with my friends and baby.....will definitely rmb it in my heart...

Some photos taken on grad day:

that is not me on stage..my dad wanted to take the stage..lol

Presenting my poly best friend, wen zi

That's me :)

Taken on dar's grad...love this pic of us..miss u baby

tata till more updates from me..aniwae my final choice chosen is NUS- computing..so if any of u goin there do lemme noe k....hopefully they receive my documents on time..why they so ma fan de...so accept can le mah..lol...till den...